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[Intro]
Chuki Beats

[Verse]
Lately I been feelin' like a waste of space, can you relate?
Can you really change yourself for better with the pain you face
Are good times really worth it when they leave a bitter after taste?
How can you be happy when your habitat's no happy place?
All these fuckin' questions and I never get an answer
And I stopped talking to God because religion is a cancer
Tell me stop being sad and moody thеn my mood is sad
I'll leave you alone just so I can feel likе my fuckin' dad
Therapy ain't helping me they just keep on dissecting me
Got these cuts and bruises but I live through all the suffering
Positivity won't seep through me, no possibility
Showing you the negativity is my ability
Expressing lyrically, "talk it out," does not appeal to me
I don't wanna smoke, I'd rather you just give a pill to me
Girls just notice me as being nice and gentle as can be
Every time they tell me no, I just seem to forget the peace
Smash my hand into the wall look to the sky, say "Kill me please"
Hope that when I close my eyes it's the last time I fall asleep
I don't want to be alive to hear another fucking peep of people telling me what's best for me because they think I'm weak
Fuck all the opinions of the people that don't give a fuck
That want a buck from someone that ain't even close to coming up
With enough money to pay bills, gotta give one up, for just a month
Fuck the way this works, it's too fucking corrupt
I don't even wanna be a person that can comfort you
That'll only mean you'll talk to me when you're uncomfortable
That'll only mean you're nice to me because you're vulnerable
You're a piece of history, I'll leave you in my chronicle