WILL IT EVER BE DIFFERENT

Will we surrender
To all
That we
Have lost

We give in to every thought we have
Never letting go of that fact
That we can never escape them
Driving every action
And causing every consequence
Will it ever be different

I don't know why I
Can't rid of this feeling
Everyday that I
Remember your feeling
Will it ever be different

Everyday I'm waking up
I need the bud I need the smoke
Pressure building in my head From all the thoughts
I'm fading away from it everyday
Never be giving a fuck about no thing
Except my daughter and her mother
Shoutout Sacrilege we on the come up
Ima be breaking up all of these bitches like everyday
And I never be stopping
Till I be dropping
Matter of fact I been thinkin bout all of the things that I'm doing
Is life even worth it
At this point I'm choosing
It's Coursing thru my fucking veins
I got no proper solution
So i let the smoke fill my lungs
I got no help from above
I'm wasting Everyday
Still I sit here and pray
That one day I'll find my way
Up outta my head
And into a life, where I can provide
For all of my family
Never be looking back
Into my past
I'm sparking a junt and I'm making it last
Breaking up all of my thoughts and I'm ready to go
I'm thinkin bout taking my life
But I still can't decide on that fact
If I'm ready to die
Ready to ride
All of the time
It's all on my mind
Everyday
The same fuckin thing
Thinking bout ending it all
But I still got my daughter
To lead my way