Elapse

[Verse]
Same day
Nothings fucking different
I'm just waiting for the change
Blowing smoke up out my skull
While I'm staring at the rain
Feel indifferent bout the shit that I been saying
Independent
I don't need no-one to cope with all my feelings
I don't know where I been going
I don't know like where I'm headed
Sick of hearing all these sounds
Man like, this shit is overrated
Overwhelmed with my emotions
But I'm calmly concentrated
Sick of feeling like myself
Like, man I just can't fucking take it
Every day
I need to find a way to get paid
Get myself up my out my bed
And finally, maybe I'll be happy one day
I need to keep on grinding for my daughter and her mother
Every minute every hour
I just sit there and I wonder
What I'm going on about
Will I ever fucking make it?
Need to get up and go it
Speak this shit into existence
I just roll another blunt
And blow my smoke into the cold winter night
Feel my lungs turn to ice
Bitch