Why Am I Like This

[Intro]
We still here
One day at a time
When a man gets so high up
And looks for over the edge
What's he supposed to do other than jump
Yeah

[Hook]
I think i’m falling
(I think i’m falling)
I think i’m falling
(I think i’m falling)
I think i’m falling
(I think i’m falling)
I think i’m falling
(I think i’m falling)

[Verse 1]
Lonely desires
Seem to keep me up
Seem to keep me down
Late night up in my bed
Feeling like I’ve drowned
Underwater i breathe
Underwater i swim
Suffocating no air
The devils closing in
But still i don't really care
Never gave a fuck about no bitches long the way
I just locked myself alone practiced writing and just prayed
But still i never had that
Real love in the movies with the flashbacks
Everyone wanna talk just to clapback
I'mma spit it like this like rattpack
Rap fast for the mothfuckin’ fat ass
I'mma show u how i do wit my backpack
I'm going to school just to get my degree
Outsmarting u fools
And I'm only getting c’s
I just wanna get paid
Yeah
I just wanna get made
Yeah
I just wanna get paid
Yeah
I just wanna get made
Yeah

[Bridge]
Oh god oh god
Yeah
Oh god oh god
Yeah
Oh god oh god
Yeah
Oh god oh god
Yeah, yeaah
I think I
I think I
I think I
I think I
I think I
I think I
I think I
I think I

[Hook]
I think i’m falling
(I think i’m falling)
I think i’m falling
(I think i’m falling)
I think i’m falling
(I think i’m falling)
I think i’m falling
(I think i’m falling)

[Midtro]
We must pick ourselves up
When we fall
Or else will never get up
Ever

[Verse 2]
Late night in my room and I'm still thinking
Why my friends out and I'm home missing
Its been a lil while think I'm back to drinking
They just wanna know why u ain't living
Hit my phone asking like what u doing
I said leave me alone I'm busy making music
Boi we know u scared quit all the bullshit
I told em i gotta stop being stupid
Oh why I'm like this god
Why I'm like this god
Why I'm like this god
Why I'm like this god
Why I'm like this god
Why I'm like this god
Why I"m like this god
Why I'm like this
Why I'm like this
Why I'm like this
Why I'm like this
Why I'm like this
Why I'm like this
Why I'm like this
Why I'm like this

[Outro]
Calm down
Deep breath
Relaxation
Into a deep quest
Stop now
Think yes
A vacation is just a mind rest
Think good and you can do it
Love the pain and when u go thru it
The search for answers and what is left
Here yonder and out west
Will lead you right
To all the rest
Till next time
All the best
Know i gotchu
Know i trust u
This vinyls
And i love you (and I love you)
And I love you (and I love you)
And I love you (and I love you)