[Intro]
(vdv got it)
[Verse 1]
Tell me what hurt the most
The fact your daddy done left you?
Or the fact you call another, "Daddy" 'cause you think he make you feel special?
Uh, now I ain't tryin' to help
But, I been reckless on my own, painting walls
Before I asked about birth control, I ain't been using protection
Like, what the fuck I'm thinkin'?
Thinkin' it's okay for bitches take in my blessing
Uh, guess I'm still young and naive
But I can't let that be a reason why I'm fuckin' hurtin'
[Verse 2]
Like, my anxiety been killin' me
Like, how the fuck am I to feel when my sobriety been slippin' away?
When in the city of angels, it's too many demons
And all of the seasons arе feelin' the same
I don't have any timе to waste
But I been feelin' alone
Do-do anybody know how to help what I won't?
The only man is me, I think the only one is me
I think it's time to face the music that I put in front of me
And remember there's a reason I got people lookin' up to me
Reasons why I'm who they want to be
But to the question
[Verse 3]
I can't tell you what hurts the most
Maybe it's a fact that I need help
Or maybe it's the fact that I feel guilty that I did this to myself
I know I need to leave this in the past
But it gets hard when I start thinking 'bout the flaws in how I act
Or when there's somethin' that I can't remember from the recent past
Sometimes my mind'll fuck up, but I never blame it on my crash
I leave the blame on myself
Because I'm the reason why I am the way I am
[Outro]
Way I am
Way I am
Way I am
Way I am