Who Will Win?

[Intro]
A common Zen saying is:
If you meet The Buddha on the road
Kill Him

[Verse]
High rise smoking, running ovals in my head
Contemplating questions, what's to come, what could have been
Rise up off the mattress, don a mask that look like them
Trapped inside my conscious, let me out I've been condemned

Try to ignore it, try to move forward
My mind is a war, but I almost adore it
It makes me rethink see whats distorted
Shit, it ain't cheap, can I afford it?
Low on currency, and it occurred to me
I'm certain we've changed
But for eternity, you'll return to me
I hope you'll be latе

But that I renounce
Change up thе sound
Play through the mountain and up through the clouds
Down in the rivers, water some flowers and let them all sprout
It goes around, ashes to ashes, and dust turn to dust
Ain't no amount save you from sadness, so live as you must

For me?
I'm either the best or a bitch
Who would have guessed it that Trilla the glitch?
Go persuing computers infect it with this
Changing the program, edit the code
Form my own planet where no one grows old
And don't got a phone, the snow is gold
Live among the ghosts, and I'm planning to keep it unknown