Who Knows

Verse 1:

What if i just quit, on everything i live for
Live life on a pitchfork
Live life like i'm settling
Sediment, every opportunity settled in
Now I'm sitting in philosophy
And I'm spitting like i'm socrates
Man you wouldn't wanna talk to me
Way I lose my woes and i lose my soul
And another sip of henny so i lose control
See my mama always wonder if i smoke weed
I just tell her i do nothing that i don't need
Rollin all this paper gone zone me
In. Take me in. Blow me out
Then i shout, in my dreams
Asking god why he pick me
Why- do- we- have- to -live free
If i know that this world ain't free?
And that's the pain that i feel all the time
Ain't depressed all the time, just stressed all the time
I got an older brother who's stressed all the time
I got an older sister who's stressed all the time
I got a little sister who's stressed all the time
I got both parents who stress all time
I'm stressed out my mind
Am i really gone rap?
Is it cool to be black?
I don't know if i'm whack
Cuz i talk so white
Man this shit just destroy me
Can't think about it or that shit gone destroy me
Can't talk about it man that shit sound corny
Can't talk about it cuz these niggas just ignore me
Boutta disappear don't say u didn't warn me

Hook:

Oh my god?, (oh my god)
Is this the only way? (this the only way)
Dreaming every day? (dreaming every day)

Demons fall away? (demons fall away)

Who knows if I'm here or not
Love makes you fear a lot
Drugs make you hear a lot
My day dreams will clear my thoughts

Who knows if I'm here or not
Love makes you fear a lot
Drugs make you hear a lot
My day dreams will clear my thoughts

Verse 2:

Time is time and time is virtue
And i'm feeling pretty free
So i'm drinking pretty deep
Being blond was pretty sweet
She want whole and i want wheat
Told her keep what's in between
I ain't ever drinking lean
But i'm slump by every mean
And i know i got the genes
Cuz my mama is a queen
If you ever find the person that you love then never leave em
(never leave em, never leave em, never leave em

Ok now- every time i'm looking for the picture
I just picture myself inside of a printer
Hoping i can make a winner sometimes
I wake up don't get up
My pain don't ever let up
I'm stressing over bullshit
Smoking pain is foolish
Try to be the better man
But see the strings they pulling
I am not Pinocchio so no i am not kidding
Been a real one since beginning
I am Mj and i'm Pippen
And i'm sinning
But i still get the minister
Still make him say the words
Still when i live in dirt

Still make the holy ghost become my only universe
If i drop dead i ain't ever gotta see the worst
Cuz heaven only knows what the opposite will do to hurt

[Hook]