Ever Need

Verse 1:

My time is free
But yo time is real
They say that with time
That everything heals
I love you i hate you
The pain that i feel
And the feelings that come
Is what change how i feel
And i been feeling myself every single night
Talkin bout these heights
How could you change the game?
5 10s but you still 5'10 nigga
Actin like you hardened but you not james nigga
It's a shame how we never change
Ballin every day, for what?
To say we better but we never getting cheddar?
Can't you see that we ain't make it to the league
Them days in la we was ballin up in j's
Never stayed…(uhhh)…never stayed…(uhh)
Them days in la we was ballin up in j's
Every shot we never take is just a dream we never make

Hook:

Everything i want, everything i love
Everything on me, everything a lie
Every single life, everything will tie
Up, yo mind's riled up
You really stressing now
Cuz this check ain't cutting out

It's like all my life start changing
All the times i spent waiting
All the times I spent chasing
Hoping one day ima make it
Hoping one day Ima make it

Verse 2:

Just
10 years of age
I wanna get paid
Be on, vmas
And go get grammys
Mama always told me that my teachers couldn't stand me
Always up in class like my blood made of candy
I'm demanding always chanting hoping one day
Ima land me a new, contract
Cuz i never seen facts that told me i couldn't make it
6 years later I'm saying i wouldn't make it
Built up hatred and now I'm just hating everything
I am cuz I'm black and i am
Just an outcast in a land where they say
Don't date no black boy
Gotdamn, don't take no math to
Understand this equation
Just another number in a racist situation
Turned 19, now i got my sight clean
Never wrote a check but my hand stay writing
Even j.k. Rowling had to wait for her timing

[Hook]

Verse 3:

All i wanna do is grow old feel young
I don't wanna have to grow old feel dumb
For not doing anything yo time's up
Patrick always telling me it's yo time bruh
Go and get the money while yo legs still run
I'm running for nothing if that's what I'm chasing
Want mornings and families that's filled with vacation
And pancakes and grits while u cook up some bacon
This life that I'm living is truly amazing
I can see visions of what we been saying
I can see visions of what grandma's praying
Im asking her questions like how did we make it

Ohhh no
That's why we go slo-mo
Live yo life and kno mo
God I want to go home

[Hook]