Where I’ve Been

[Chorus]
Am I holding back too many emotions?
Am I holding back from loving you?
Am I holding back too many emotions?
Am I holding back from loving you?

[Verse 1: Brandon]
I know the feeling
It’s cutting deeper by the minute
I hope you understand
I meant everything I said
I meant everything I did
But I gotta be honest
I ain’t happy with where I been, no
Still, I be wishing
Life could be good now
If I can attain more than my ambition
I ain’t shit
But we ain’t never got nothing handed
And I can’t live my life
Just to make another man rich
You know the feeling?
It’s cutting deeper with precision
I don’t think you understand
All the shit that I’ve been saying
Yea, I’m trying ‘a make a change
And as long as we honest
You wasn’t part of the plan, no
Timе is creepin’
When they saying I got potential
Yеt, everybody sleeping
I need this
Time on my own
‘Cause we both better off alone
Than forcing something we can’t be in
Yeah

[Chorus]
Am I holding back too many emotions?
Am I holding back from loving you?
Am I holding back too many emotions?
Am I holding back from loving you?

[Verse 2: Thatboiitone]
Too many dreams I had to give up
And never find another to deliver
Lately, I’ve been hurting my liver
Instead of growing with you
Until I started seeing a little clearer
If you can’t grow with somebody
Don’t be holding nobody
Should’ve listened to my mama’s words
And everything that happened when I put you first
I was thinking for the better
But I made you worse
But I still, I
I still love you and all
But when I’m staying with you
I keep seeing me fall
Like, what’s left for me when I’m giving my all?
Being with you is like checking off chores
It’s like washing my drawls
I guess my feelings is lost
Hopefully, you’ll find another after winning this war
Hopefully, you’ll understand me after seeing me ball
Man, I love you but our judgement is poor
I should’ve gave you my all

[Chorus]
Am I holding back too many emotions?
Am I holding back from loving you?
Am I holding back too many emotions?
Am I holding back from loving you?