Where Do I Go

Where Do I Go:

Verse 1: Thoughts are racing through my head a thousand miles a minute/I’m laying in my bed thinking bout what my life is missing/I hate the fact I’m so negative so I’m tryna shift it/I’ve got my glass half full I’m about to take a sip with/gasoline, lighter fluid/just pass me the microbrew and/I’ll pass because I’m improving/my past because I’m influencing cats/that play this in school in class/and they think it’s cool to act/like they’re depressed and they sad/what you sad for?/When I was a kid I would sit in my class/I was scribbling notes about this and bout that/I was wishing I could’ve been different imagine everything in my life was better than average/so one day I decided I could manifest/everything I’ve ever wanted I’m ravenous/working every single day like I’m manic, I’m frantic, I’m panicking pass me the Ambien/I don’t know if I’m alive, I don’t know if I should die/people tell me that I’m young and I should be enjoying life, honestly I just survive/that’s when I go on a drive/thinking bout everything in my awful life/because it’s awful right?... I think I play the victim/I lie to people all the time like I’m a politician/then when they leave I miss em/and then I get obsessive/I hate to be alone with myself and the thoughts I’m left with

Chorus: Where do I go when I feel empty? Where do I go when I feel numb?/where do I go when I feel so alone (I don’t know where to go!) X2

Verse 2: I guess I’m single now, guess I should be depressed/honestly I’m kinda happy, I think that shit’s for the best/plus I was sick of the sex/oh I mean no disrespect/all that I’m saying is I’m content, I’ve got no regrets/I’ve got this hole in my chest/look at my soul it’s a mess/I feel unfocused at best/slowly approaching my death/look over my shoulder to get/a bolder perspective to let/take over my morals instead/of letting shit go to my head/yeah, letting shit go to my head/don’t give me that look I know what I said/I’ve been fucked up in the head ever since I was born and when I was the kid with Tourette’s/yeah, guess I’m not what you’d expect/this is all I can protect/I can fail but second place is something I cannot accept/where do I go now?/out of control now/like I’ve been living inside of a stereo, speakers are blaring up so loud/decided to marry a pronoun/Married to myself, imma pro now/and I’ve been working on myself and improving my life I know I’ll never slow down, till I’m sold out

Chorus: Where do I go when I feel empty? Where do I go when I feel numb?/where do I go when I feel so alone (I don’t know where to go!) X2

Bridge: People always try to come around and tell you who to be/I don’t let nobody tell me who the fuck to be/I just tell my story, find a rhythm to the beat/you just doing you yeah, I’m just doing me X2

Verse 3: It’s like a means to an end, no need to pretend/I’m stealing this to tweet to my friends/and sleep until 10/I’m sorry I was drinking again, it’s a weekend with friends/quit drinking? Yeah we’ll see it depends/I speak with a pen/I know that I’m unique but I’m weak and for some reason tend/to let all my emotions deceive me and beat me again/I always put my soul in the beat like I’m leaving, I’m dead/I think I might be dreaming again while I bleed from the head, where’s my headphones

Chorus: Where do I go when I feel empty? Where do I go when I feel numb?/where do I go when I feel so alone (I don’t know where to go!) X2

Outro: I don’t know where to go... yeah, I don’t know where to go