Self Esteem

Chorus: I’ve been talking to myself and I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I just really feel like dying
I think it’s my self esteem
I don’t deal with all my problems
I don’t face em’ I just leave
I just wish that I could solve em’
I think it’s my self esteem...

Verse 1: Self esteem, self esteem, I think it’s my self esteem X2

It might be the weed or the liquor I drink, I don’t know, I don’t know X2

Chorus: I’ve been talking to myself and I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I just really feel like dying
I think it’s my self esteem...

Verse 2: I’m not the person that I wanna be/yo who’s the person that’s in front of me/Nathan why you st-st-stuttering/all of your peers are wondering/if you are special ed or something/maybe you should be taking some meds or something/that was the start/then I got a pen and a pad at the store/then I started writing alone in the dark/and then when I’m finished, put this in my drawer/and then I would spit it until I was hoarse/see I got a vision and I want it more/I got a vision and I want it more/than anybody you’ve heard of before yeah!/I’m an individual, literally I’m literal, and if I’m ever rich then I’m about to get a swimming pool/you can come into my swimming pool, and everything will melt away, turning metaphysical

Chorus: I’ve been talking to myself and I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I just really feel like dying
I think it’s my self esteem
I don’t deal with all my problems
I don’t face em’ I just leave
I just wish that I could solve em’
I think it’s my self esteem X3