Where Am I? - Live

Where am I in this place?
Who am I meant to be?
In this world
In this space
Can I find me?

I'm halfway through a life that I've tried hard to sustain
By living unrelentingly fast
And with all my positivity, as toxic as pain
I feign this happiness, that doesn't last
And now I stand adrift on the 5th Avenue sea
The reason why is not very clear

But I have a feeling that this place is calling to me
And asking "What are you doing here?"
So, within this midlife moment
I've come up with this plan
A sort of existential artistic dare
"Go explore this vast museum", you little song and dance man
"And find the answers that you seek in there"

I don't know why I think that this might help me at all
Once I'm in I don't know what I should do

But I took a cab and climbed the stairs
And I answered the call
So i guess, I'm gonna walk on through

Where am I in this place?
Who am I meant to be?
In this world
In this space
Can I find me?

Just think of all the epic ways that MET could unfold
And all the worlds that I might get to explore
Five thousands years of art and artefacts with stories untold
And then I remember I've never been here before

Twenty years in New York City and an actor no less
I feel ashamed like I should just go and hide
How have I never been here, well I think it's anyone's guess
But it is on the Upper East Side

Where am I in this place?
Who am I meant to be?
In this world
In this space
Can I find me?

Where am I in this place?
Who am I meant to be?
In this big old dusty space
Can I find
Can I find
Can I find
Am I a fraud?
I think I know
Ok God, here I go