When Will I Know?

[Chorus]
Whenever you're high, whenever you're low
Just take your time, just take it slow
When you lose your light
Where will you go? Where will you go?
I'm trying to find while I'm still alive
I'm fighting the war up in my mind
When will I know? When will I know?

[Verse 1]
Ey, it's been a long time coming
Making beat since I was young and I
Was always dressing weird, was never like my peers
Was always goofing off and doing shit on my own
I'm even weirder now, just trynna figure out
Just why I'm here, what's this all about
And all those [?], you know I love you mom
It sucks I'm older now and always missing your calls

[Pre-Chorus]
They wonder where I've been
And they think that I'm lost
But I'll keep searching on, and on, and on
I'm searching for something
Something to fill my heart
They'll miss me when I'm gone

[Chorus]
Whenever you're high, whenever you're low
Just take your time, just take it slow
When you lose your light
Where will you go? Where will you go?
I'm trying to find while I'm still alive
I'm fighting the war up in my mind
When will I know? When will I know?

[Verse 2]
I just wanna know who is really there
If I die today who will really care?
I'm about few steps away from the edge in New York City
You never text me back, I text a hundred fans
I see my fucking life slipping through my fucking hands
Do relationships last? I'm facing these facts as I grow up

[Pre-Chorus]
They wonder where I've been
And they think that I'm lost
But I'll keep searching on, and on, and on
I'm searching for something
Something to fill my heart
They'll miss me when I'm gone

[Chorus]
Whenever you're high, whenever you're low
Just take your time, just take it slow
When you lose your light
Where will you go? Where will you go?
I'm trying to find while I'm still alive
I'm fighting the war up in my mind
When will I know? When will I know?