Whatever It Is

Ive been waiting so long to say this, hope its just right
I know exactly what i want, and how, when and why, so can i get it one time
Different situations, like that one night
Where i was being patient but certain stipulations made a move hard to come by
Like the way voice sound
Like it when turn my voice loud
Like to play while she talking to me while her boy out
Shit at times i feel guilty, gotta make a choice now
Started as a fantasy, but both us wanting it more now
Does one, got my fix, there i was feeling it
Second dose got me hooked, turned me to an open book
Got me spilling all my stories all my secrets
All my demons, can’t believe what I’m saying
Is so relieving swear i need it

Ive been waiting so long to do this, knowing life’s short
Every time we talk, you get to saying how your frustrated and you’d like more
Baby wanna move it, playing right wrong
But certain stipulations, ones we can not break yet, keep us with the lights on
I don’t think about shit, man i swear its medicine
Knows exactly what to say swear its like her second sense
Never make me hurry nah , let me be pathetic yeah
We just do what feels right and never stop to question it

I want the medicine
I want the stress relief
I need the recipe
Id rather rest in peace
If i can’t get it now
I will start stressing things
I need that medicine
I need the recipe