The Worst

Oh the times, that I think, that I think, are the worst, they are

I use to look at you like you’re the only thing that was walking on this earth, gone
And now its later like they told me and its almost like you are a different person
Who you are is who your with
Always make it through, cause fake it through
What a lonely way to live
Got no faith in you, never had no faith in you
Yeah every number every person change
And everybody is the worst they say
And every time that i think
I stop
Cause

The times that think, are the worst, well they are
I can't think, can I please, just be free
I feel lost, in my head, head my head, can I breathe
Yeah the times that I think are the worst, well they are

Never had no one, who reciprocated
Got a whole lot of people who trust and believe me
So no choice but to keep creating
People come and go, but the ones that stayed here
Down in Oklahoma, yeah I hope it pays
And I guarantee it will if we keep working on the music with the focus on the feeling cause that is contagious
Thoughts drive me crazy, leave me wide awake
Yeah at night I’m anxious, lose a lot of day
Now my house has turned into a hide away
Ya i never leave unless I’m obligated
I need conversation, no don’t complicate it
I got a lot to say, and even more to take in
Crash course to fame man it all is shameless
I can feel the hatred we’ve got real acquainted
What i do is vain, its so self absorbing
Whens the last time that i even felt normal
Try to be present but i always force it
Been selfish since i felt the forceps
Gotta breathe deep as i feel the short breathes
Looking inside, i can feel theres more’s left
Hush hush, no, don't, think

Wide-a-wide-awake
Wide-a-wide-awake

The times that think, are the worst, well they are
I can't think, can I please, just be free
I feel lost, in my head, head my head, can I breathe
Yeah the times that I think are the worst, well they are