What if?

[Intro]
I ask a lot of questions
For someone who doesn't wanna know
I fantasize about you and me

[Verse 1]
In every worst-case scenario
Every time I say, "I love you," it feels like a threat
You love like the sun, I'm a silhouette
There's no way in hell you're not sick of me yet
I can't stop thinking about the end (The end)
Would you tell your friends I'm crazy, needy
And obsessed? (Obsessed)

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm sorry I need so much reassurance
I still don't believe that I'm even worth it
My what if came true, I got you, but if that's how it works
What then?

[Chorus]
What if you leave me?
What if you break my heart again?
What if I hurt myself
By leaving first in self-defense?

[Bridge]
What if it's not fair?
What if I don't deserve your love?
What if it's a cruel joke
And the punchline is I'm not enough?

[Outro]
I really hope I'm not a safety net (I'm scared of everything)
(I'm backed against the wall)
For the bridge that you just burned (I'm scared of everything)
(Everything, everything, everything at all)
What if? What if? What if? (Maybe you're still holding on)
What if? What if? What if? (I wouldn't know but)
What if? What if? What if? (Safety first is what I learned)
Everything we have goes to shit?