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[Chorus]
I pretend I dont care
While I'm screaming
"How dare you break my heart again"
I tell you to go to hell
Like I wouldn't follow you there
[Verse]
If you wanted me dead
I'd hold your hand while you picked up the knife
I've forgiven u over and over again
So what's one more night?
[Verse]
You wished your life to put me on the shelf
I poured my love out, now I hate myself
'Cause jumping and falling for you felt as free
As a suicide pact, only fulfilled by me
[Verse]
I want better for mysеlf
But I will never ask
Becausе you love me most
And I don't even deserve that (I don't)
[Chorus]
I pretend I dont care (So it's selfishness)
While I'm screaming (just wanting more)
"How dare you (than I'm worth)
Break my heart again (and if I'm so damn selfish)"
Over and over again (why does loving you hurt)
[Outro]
And it all fell hard
It was catastrophic
A bomb always blows after its final tick
It was lovely and perfect and my world ended
Exactly how you wanted, didn't it?
Exactly how you wanted, didn't it?
Exactly how you wanted was written by Zeph.
Exactly how you wanted was produced by Zeph.
Zeph released Exactly how you wanted on Tue Dec 26 2023.