Watch Me Fall

I just wanna bash my head into a fucking wall
You're one of those girls who wanna wanna watch me fall
My car will hear all of my screams and all my fucking shouts
But I can’t build up the courage to fucking cut you out
I still have not forgave you
I kinda fucking hate you
You gained my trust to be a slut
Like why did I ever date you?

(poolboy)
I don't know why I keep you around
You dig my heart its grave in the ground

I keep you around and around again
But you never seem to stay my girlfriend
When I stayed, the abuse yeah it never ends
Breaking and crying yeah in my bed again
When I think of you I just remember when
Good times we had, but you wеre my only friend
Cut peoplе out just for you to let them in
Break my heart and never let me up again
Remember the last time my smile was genuine
You wore away at me like water and sediment
And I always knew the end was definite
But you made me think we could have gotten it
Broke my heart, just cause you say it
Take me out, just let me fake it
Smile at you, and just let you take it
I can't take it

I don't know why I keep you around
You dig my heart its grave in the ground

I just wanna bash my head into a fucking wall
You're one of those girls who wanna wanna watch me fall
My car will hear all of my screams and all my fucking shouts
But I can’t build up the courage to fucking cut you out