Wasted Words

Unloved, unnatural
Hate fills my heart I’m lost
On a path of self pity
Sheppard by fear of the way of the living

Scared to death
I wish I could, just break away
I wish I could, change how I think

[David Libert of Barrier]
I’m stuck in a rut
With demons on my back
They’re weighing me down
It feels like quicksand
So many times I’ve had the strength to end it
So many times I’ve been too weak to make a decision

But my anxiety has the best of me
Adrenaline, never lets me sleep

This is, where I say goodbye
To everyone, in my life
A suicide note
Filled with hate

I sink below with the dead
At least I’m among friends
I sink, below