Happiness Is

Deaths still my best friend in my ear
Speaking of the end
Happiness is
Learning how it isn’t permanent
And pains the only constant

Numb to the touch of emotion
I become in want to feel
To feel like everyone else
To escape my hell

Those who shine the brightest
Are dead inside
Well I guess
I am dead alive
I never stood a chance
Consumed by doom in a sorrowful grip

Numb to the touch of emotion
I become in want to feel
To feel like everyone else
To escape my hell

I’m so sick and tired of living life
As a lost cause
A cause that brings strife
Has made my light die

Just when I thought it couldn’t get worse
The avalanche hit
Overwhelm me
Fuck