Wants And Needs

[Verse]
Despite the love song I ain’t as hopeless as I make it out
I’m finding trouble being the one that you be craving now
I’ve got this issue with commitment
It’s mad you can everything I want but I still can’t make you my Mrs
I can barely find this balance
Now here’s the challenge
I’ve been struggling with people who kept it real

You real different you ain’t nothing like them others
If I told you about my last you’ll laugh so I won’t bother
And it’s frightening how past keeps on my blinding me from loving
So one minute you’re the one, and next minute I’m in another
But it’s funny how we started out
We was Never meant to work and it started from a smirk
Then led to kiss and now your heart is out
You’re hoping I don’t break it your mates gave you the largest doubts
About me I don’t blame em
You’ve been through shit, and I’m just another nigga
Plus I rap so the stakes a little different
Always bringing up these groupies make it out just like you’re kidding
And communication be my problem
I know you wanna talk
Can’t give you my all
My issues got you wilding assumptions
The fact I love my space got you feeling like an option
And we both earned ranks but feel like rookies in a battlefield
Heard alls fair in love and war
We’ve got our guards up and so when there’s problems we don’t talk
You go to indirect in tweets and you don’t see that as flaw
And imagine if i do you how you do me
Airing dirty laundry on these songs and just say that’s how the shoe be
Rather than say with my chest all the matters that got me pressed
And conclude your all the same and you’re no better than my ex
You don’t like it and I see it
Showing love it takes toll and I can feel it
We both can take the plunge but you’ve ended in the deep end
Ain’t no life guards here to save you when there’s no mutual feelings
Maybe I need to heal from past dealings
Treated women foul had me thinking what’s the meaning
Had times I used ghost and I'd never give a reason
All these problems that’s been sowed, circumstances that I’m reaping
And you’re baffled cause I want you but I don’t need you
Tunnel vision on this music is the reason I don’t see u
Feel like my days are numbered you say you get it but you don’t
Last ting heard of my deal and she’s belling up my phone
Could’ve be my queen but I’m tryna live my dream
Cut from the same cloth but not connecting at the seams
When You send your paragraphs my reply is as it reads
This is something that I want but you ain’t someone that I need