10pm In Debden

[Verse]
I just came back from the mountains preeing views from the coast
It’s 10pm in Debden I just pulled up from a show
Bro’s noticed I ain’t with it stress has got me in a hold
Soon as I touch the stage man - I swear they feel glow
Radiant like Basquiat in the 80s
Never showed me love in public but in private swear they rate me
Came across some fools in this game they’re flipping gazey
Told my boy stop moving food but what am I bring to his plate
Say they can walk in my Dior’s but I swear they couldn’t lace it
Dreams like waterfalls feels like that’s all I be chasing
But Know I’ve got hunger for more taking any spot that’s vacant
Music felt just like a chore but I took i took it back to basics
Like a soldier up in training man all I deal with all pressure
Hardly entertaining they’re in drama just for pleasure
Can’t even understand how i let yo have tenure
I blame myself for beefing someone who's struggled to make a grand from a venture
So no more VNs strictly phone conversations
You're leaking private business but I still get adoration
Understand I let you live and I stand by all my statements
You can keep the clout you seek I am validated on the pavements
Lost some people on this journey they say I don’t make time
You’re building up on your own shit I’m busy tryna make mine
Pressure to perform man I feel gotta race time
Hardly see you shawty I ain’t really tryna waste time
And it’s Swave this Swave that
Success will be my payback
One day we’ll hit the maybach
She in the passy giving brain akh
She got a body like she’s Bria
But she looks a bit Ray Blk
You wanna hear a story fam
I’ll show you where the pain at
I got issues I’m still dealing with
You know how it goes
Surrounded by my loved but I still feel so alone
I’m praying that this healing comes
I was really on the ropes
I swear these niggas do too much
And they ain’t even known
And my mom still getting tired of my antics
Working on these singles whilst she pressures me about marriage
I lost on out a babes and the shit we had just vanished
I just hope that she still prays cuz that bond we had was magic
Heads all over the place thats why the beats my canvas
Spill all over the page I’m known doing for damage
I’ve had my moments of rage lord I knows I couldn’t manage
Thank God for all is pay so I can move hispanic
Met this one shawty really made me chase
Asked her about taste - she said she’s bumping brace
100 that she loves the game
Heard about the album - she’s geeked this shit on the way
Heard about the album - she’s geeked this shit on the way
Never been the one to put my eggs in one basket
Till she gave me head. My legs were dead. I need a casket
All these feelings Rey Mysterio she couldn't mask it
I had to cut her off - cuz all this stress I couldn’t chance it
And the government’s in tatters - why my people gotta suffer
They still ain't sorted Grenfell - why we killing all brothers
Why can’t black lives matter - we understand that all do
Nah this ain't even.. onto the next one