Want [808 Remix]

[Intro: Nicole Blackman]
I want to know how it will end
I want to be sure of what it will cost
I want to strangle the stars for all they promised me
I want you to call me on your drug phone
I want to keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder later

[Verse 1: Nicole Blackman]
I want to be there when you learn the cost of desire
I want you to understand that my malevolence is just a way to win
I want the name of the ruiner
I want matches in case I have to suddenly burn
I want you to know that being kind is overrated
I want to write my secret across your sky
I want to watch you lose control
(I want to watch you lose)

[Verse 2: Nicole Blackman]
I want to know exactly what it's going to take
I want to see you insert yourself into glory
I want your touches to scar me so I'll know where you've been
(I want you to watch when I go down in flames)

[Interlude]

[Verse 3: Nicole Blackman]
I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer
I want to be there when your hot black rage rips wide open
(I want to taste my own kind)
I want to be wrapped in cold wet sheets to see if it's different

[Interlude]

[Verse 4: Nicole Blackman]
I want you to come on strong
I want to leave you out in the cold
I want the exact same thing, but different
I want some soft drugs... some soft, soft drugs

[Interlude]

[Verse 5: Nicole Blackman]
I want to swing with my eyes shut and see what I hit
I want to know just how much you hate me so I can predict what you'll do
I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted
I want a controlling interest
I want to be somewhere beautiful when I die
And I, I, I want