Waking Up

[Verse 1: King Labinnac]
Waking up in my bed with some thoughts in my mind
And they got me feeling dead
My nightmares have me scared and terrified cause I don't want to die
Not just yet, but I'm saying goodbye like we never met
Slowly giving up is what I do best
And I use my last second just to say I'm worthless
My life feels like a waste and it's painted on my face
From the tears residue, what the fuck should I do?
Give me a sign, is there reason that I should be alive
Asking for a space but I alrеady feel so alone
Maybe if I was known peoplе would give a fuck
But that's not what I said
I'm feeling so stuck from the voices in my head
I can't fall asleep, just let me rest my eyes
I'm weak, let me die
Sleeping in the grave plot cause I'm sick of waking up

[Chorus: King Labinnac]
Waking up in the middle of night
Thanks to the stress things may never seem right
Thanks to the love that I never felt
Everything I shove like I never needed help
Waking up, waking up in the middle of night
Thanks to the stress things may never seem right
Thanks to the love that I never felt
Everything I shove like I never needed help
Waking up

[Verse 2: King Labinnac]
Waking up all covered in sweat
Thanks for the stress, I feel I haven't slept
I bought the gun with only one bullet
Fuck my life cause I really blew it
Fuck all the dreams when they all look like schemes
Being painted from the scenes all hidden from my screams
I don't understand this pain that I feel
I'm stuck in the rain trying to light up a grill
No money in the bank and without sympathy
My mind went blank but I wouldn't say empty
Cause it's filled with a bullet from my finger on the trigger
You know I pulled it cause I'm a real-
But I'm not real enough cause I know life is tough
And I just gave up, I just gave up
And now I'm lying here, I really need to wake up
But I reek of fear cause now I'm out of luck
Waking up

[Chorus: King Labinnac]
Waking up in the middle of night
Thanks to the stress things may never seem right
Thanks to the love that I never felt
Everything I shove like I never needed help
Waking up, waking up in the middle of night
Thanks to the stress things may never seem right
Thanks to the love that I never felt
Everything I shove like I never needed help
Waking up