Just let me sleep forever

[Intro]
B-B-Boy50

[Verse 1: King Labbinac]
When the thoughts run deep is when I can't fall asleep
I'm dealing with so much stress and I'm trying my best
Not to give up but nothing seems to be enough
I don't wanna do this anymore and I'm talking life itself
It's such a fucking chore, there's nothing left
There's no sight of any hope, nothing feels right
All I do is fucking mope, I forgot what is happiness
I forgot what it's like to feel the need to exist
I forgot to write a letter but it doesn't even matter
Cause your god's wouldn't have read it
Life is impossible, I wish it was possible
I would just cry in that spare time
There's so much shit running through my mind
Papaw has been sick forevеr and he's not getting any bettеr
It's always just been the two of us, nothing could break the bond
We never fight or fuss and he's always there to tell me to stay strong

[Bridge: King Labinnac]
But here lately he is always so pissed
Whether it be that or this but regardless
I love that man to death and after he's gone
I won't have anyone left, only my friends
But that all depends, I'm annoying as fuck
I'm a lot to handle and I'm stuck in a rut
Why can't life just be simple?

[Verse 2: King Labbinac]
Let me sleep forever just to keep the pain away
I said I would never but my life is turning gray
I miss my buddy Jack, where the fuck are you at?
Why can't I get him back to life? So much pain and strife
Things will never feel right
I'm stuck in darkness always trying to find the light
I know, I know that sounded emo as fuck
But it's just a cliche of how I'm feeling every single fucking day
My mind is my biggest enemy
And time after time it will get the best of me
Along with my angry personality
Always filled with negativity
In the past I would crack jokes so that sadness couldn't last
But nowadays that is not enough
And I'm sorry for the pity party living in the mind state of giving up
I can only feel the hate that I have for myself
So can we not debate that I know will be the only thing left?

[Outro: King Labinnac]
Can I give up now?
I've broken down
Can I give up now?
I've broken down
B-B-Boy50
Can I give up now?
I've broken down