Waited

[Hook]
I put aside any kind of fun 'cause
I was waiting up for the one but
Nothing ended up happening, nothing
And I let every opportunity by
Even though I knew what I was doing wasn't right
And I got nothing out of it, I got nothing
If I just didn't whine about what I need then
I'd probably have what I want
What I want
Don't tell me how to run myself, I can run
I can run

[Verse 1]
I had a dream I rubbed the lamp, I made a wish
Heard that you was rolling with a big shot
Need a lift, I’m pulling on the rickshaw
I’m the guinea pig, y'know that makes me pissed off
I just hit a brick wall, I just hit my sixth call
Got no written response
That’s how it is huh?
Wish I wasn’t this lost but I had no hints dropped
Putting pieces where they fit hun you a jigsaw
I keep thinking that you left me on pause
Fillers start to fill up all our еmpty long walks
Items that I’d give ya are alrеady long gone
And I bet you had to hit up every sketchy pawnshop
Just to get rid of my scent
I’ve been in my head
A lot of people coming
Think they’re coming for my neck
I was waiting up so much I never wondered why you left
I’m the one that everyone’s just kinda running from I guess
So I guess

[Hook]
I put aside any kind of fun 'cause
I was waiting up for the one but
Nothing ended up happening, nothing
And I let every opportunity by
Even though I knew what I was doing wasn't right
And I got nothing out of it, I got nothing
If I just didn't whine about what I need then
I'd probably have what I want
What I want...

[Verse 2]
Took one step in the journey
And then you looked back
Whenever you did me that dirty
You made me look bad
Can’t believe I let it burn me
I never should have
I’m living and learning
But all of that’s whooping my ass
And I had a fit
I can admit
I was a child
And a bigot
Had no desire but I had to give in
I was always so idle and that was a big problem
In which I knew I had to fix
My bad habits on repeat and this I knew had to mix
Had to change it up in hopes that you would notice
Are we breaking up or no? I need to know this
If I was raking up that dough then we’d be loaded
But I guess you were saving up for more and think I’d blow it
Whoever said pain is love is nothing but a bonehead
You just moved away into a what? And wait, it’s coed?
It’s like everything you’re saying to me’s making no sense
Turning me away while I was busy making no friends

[Hook]
I put aside any kind of fun 'cause
I was waiting up for the one but
Nothing ended up happening, nothing
And I let every opportunity by
Even though I knew what I was doing wasn't right
And I got nothing out of it, I got nothing
If I just didn't whine about what I need then
I'd probably have what I want
What I want...
Don't tell me how to run myself, I can run
I can run

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