Healing (V2)

[Intro]
Life does shit
That shit really changes fast
Life does shit
That shit really changes fast
Life does shit
Life just really changes fast

[Verse 1]
I feel pain when it’s cloudy, when it's windy
I’ll never be the same with this metal mounted in me
Forgiven who’s to blame
But won’t forget about it quickly
We’re women and we change with or without the injury
And no amount of limping’s gonna make me bad, take my soul, break my spirit
Though it makes me mad
I still won’t show up to the hearing like “the case is cracked”
Your honor, send her ass to jail
She just played your ass
Though I know deep down she’s afraid of that
Accountability, that’s something we’re afraid to have
Without mobility I always had to wait on staff
No dignity, my bed is where they gave my baths
They make a face and ask
"If she was drunk, why’d you get in the car with her?"
And then they shut up when I explain the crash
Motherfucker
My summer turned to dark winter
You think we did that shit for fun?
You think I’m made of cash?
The truth is I wouldn’t take it back
Grateful that it happened in the way it has
Careful where you go ‘cause life, heh, that shit really changes fast

[Chorus]
This, that
Yeah, should’ve done this
Yeah, whoa
Should’ve done that
I’ve been told
What if it, yeah
I don’t know
Talking 'bout

This, that
Yeah, should’ve done this
Yeah, whoa
Should’ve done that
I’ve been told
What if it, yeah
I don’t know

[Verse 2]
Call it fate, call it tragedy
Every night I dreamt when I’d awake that I’d go back to sleep
I didn’t want to wake unless my leg would change up magically
I was filled with hate, I didn’t know it 'til it snapped in me
Couldn’t help but turn it into something it didn’t have to be
Couldn’t help but turn it on the other body at the scene
Didn’t see the shame
Didn’t, didn’t think I had to see
I’m just as much to blame
The only difference is she had the keys
Now we know what the consequences of our actions mean
Life is cold and you don’t know it 'til you lack the heat
We go slow and we both show it when we pass the streets
On the road, staying so focused, sitting strapped in seats
And it’s more motive, knowing it all can repeat
We chose growing, all this did was plant the seed
All those moments spent at the rehab and we…
Go toward the only way we can be freed

[Bridge]
Now it ain’t like how it was then
But we wouldn’t change it for nothin'
And we keep the memory close by
And I love that we both know why
Even if they don’t know why

[Chorus]
This, that
Yeah, should’ve done this
Yeah, whoa
Should’ve done that
I’ve been told
What if it, yeah
I don’t know
Talking 'bout

This, that
Yeah, should’ve done this
Yeah, whoa
Should’ve done that
I’ve been told
What if it, yeah
I don’t know

[Outro]
Life… changes… fast, yeah
Life… changes… fast
Speed up, slow down
Speed up, slow down
Speed up, slow down
Speed up, slow down