Vinyls, Alcohol & Distance

{Hook}
I feel so different
I'm out my comfort zone (I'm out my comfort zone)
And only when I’m distant
I feel like I’m at home (I feel like I'm at home)
I feel so-

{Verse 1}
Talk to me about the days when I was sitting in the room and doing nothing, no stress
Talk to me about the days when I was single sitting contemplating nothing but sex
Funny cause the girls that wanted me to interact have been turned down, as it turns out
The girls I used to like could make my skin burn out, it’s cool as long as I have got to sin, oh wow
Why do I feel so shitty?
Putting all my hopes on cigarettes and whiskey
Looking happy but inside the feeling is filthy
Yeah this is a damage but it’s absence kills me
Could’ve crashed the mirror cause I didn’t recognize myself
But I’m thinking these reckless mistakes have been making me wise as hell
Who am I? Can you tell ? I’ve been locked up in my shell
I’ve hid inside, in my jail, nothing here can get me bailed
This is hell, cold as fuck, ironic but it’s how I sleep in here
I know how you feel if you’ve been feeling like me baby

{Hook} x2
I feel so different
I'm out my comfort zone
And only when I’m distant
I feel like I’m at home

{Verse 2}
I used to hate vodka now I pee it
I used to hate smoke but now I breathe it
I used to hate autumn as a season
But now every weekday is a weekend
I’ll take a sip out the bottle itself
Just for a change you know?
I'm not the best role model I swear
Was different 2 years ago
But you don’t recognize me do ya?
Well, things change, people change, life fucking changes
But I’m not fucking changing, still the same patient -
In doctor’s room diagnosed with young age shit
Tasting a drink led me to a dance with Hennessy and I also invited tequila
Tequila my favorite Latina
Now the scene is resembling a threesome
Maybe I’ll stop in a couple of years
Maybe I’ll pop in a couple of years
I barely have trust in myself when it comes to be feeling a buzz so the cells disappear
It’s never a must for my brain to get weird
It’s never a must for my age and career
I guess I’m just young and I guess I’m just dumb so I’m getting fucked up for the feel