Rollercoaster

(Hook)
It’s a rollercoaster and I’m falling babe
It’s a rollercoaster and I’m caught in it
It’s a rollercoaster
All the way to the top until my guts will drop
It’s a rollercoaster, I’m about to throw up

(Verse 1)
God said “Everything is gonna be okay”
Devil said “Follow me and you will get the cheddar”
I’m a sinner, who the hell has claimed that I’m a saint?
Yet every stranger acts like he knows all about my records
A snake says I’m a fucking snake, well
My friends giving hints that I will take Ls
At least my ex thinks that I’m not fucking whack
And the girl I kicked it with, wishes death upon my ass

(Hook)
It’s a rollercoaster and I’m falling babe
It’s a rollercoaster and I’m caught in it
It’s a rollercoaster
All the way to the top until my guts will drop
It’s a rollercoaster, I’m about to throw up

(Verse 2)
Summer 2017 - the summer of my sorrow
Never been depressed until that summer came to follow
Sleeping and surviving till tomorrow was the motto
Fears of death left me with the love for my survival
I was on the ‘I don’t give a fuck’ mode
Ask me what I did to getaway, I’ll say “a fuck load”
Every time I think about the past I get a light stroke -
Bringing back the pictures of the days I wished my mind froze
Mama don’t worry I’m gon be okay
Tell Pops I’m fine I’m just lost in my maze
Excuse my nights and please excuse my mistakes
I truly see who's been so rude and so strange
And oh, they say they love me, so
Words don’t hold a value, love needs a little more
Will you think about me a couple months from now?
Detka something’s telling me that your love is kinda foul

(Hook)
It’s a rollercoaster and I’m falling babe
It’s a rollercoaster and I’m caught in it
It’s a rollercoaster
All the way to the top until my guts will drop
It’s a rollercoaster, I’m about to throw up