Vile

Addicted to codeine
I see you there lying on the floor convulsing
I’m numb when the rain sings
Blinding my face from the memories that haunt me

Addicted to codeine
I see you eyes staring straight through mine I’m not coping
I’m numb when you hold me
Embracing my ways with the memories that haunt me

Push me back until it stops, I just wanna feeling something more
Then this ache inside my thoughts, finding I still wash on your shore
Waking in my bed alone, I think this is suffering
See your ghost inside my door, lingering not managing

Please don't just tie up that rope
I know I’ve been hеre before
Loosing as I see you chokе
Won’t you come and fix my soul

Patch me up, patch me up, then you leave me here stranded again
Losing my sanity over your stupid ways and your fake friends

You wanna come at me when its over
You love me and I lose composure
Your soul died when it had exposure
We fall back again when we’re older

Changing topics doesn’t help
Losing sense of my own self
I’m just sinking into hell
Bite my tongue it’s here I dwell

Constant state of high, I fall
Addicted shaking, sweating more
Won’t you answer when I call
You say that I’ve lost it all

You wanna come at me when its over
You love me and I lose composure
Your soul died when it had exposure
We fall back again when we’re older