Destroyme

Your fingers down my throat
Ripping out whatever was left
Of just this tension in-between
Freaking out you need to leave
Every day I wake up just a vermin
Wondering how I can live I’m disgusting
Look at me say I’m perfect, say I’m lovely
I just think depressions trying to snuff me out
Everything I do just ends up breaking
Lingering again I hate myself
Won’t you just come and destroy me
Hang me up and say I’m here to sell
Turning back and forth everything is in-between
I don’t feel much anymore now you got me
I’m hanging by a thread like I’m gonna fall, I’m gonna fall
Knowing that I won’t make it up this time at all