Vapors

I live under a sky of angels
Bulletproof vest of all my dangers
I've been deceived by all the flowers planted around me
Sweet smell replaced all the, all the vapors

Everyday you think I live a lie
You think I want to die?
But can't you see I'm what I want to be?
Everyday you think I live a lie
You think I want to die?
But can't you see I'm what I want to be?

I've been misunderstood about my being around
I can't seem to stop letting people down - or that's what they say
I still don't care about them or what they're thinking, what they're thinking
It's not fair for anyone to believe them or me or the papers

(Oh, jeez, you know what I did?)
(What'd you do?)

Now I know what my destiny is
It's the ultimate rift
In the little will I have

I'm not gonna last 'til the end
I'm still my only friend
Now I know what to do

Much to your dismay
I'm choosing a day
To find my new home
And the answer to my biggest question