Medicated To The One I Love

I just can't figure myself out
Or what's surrounding me
Or what I surround myself with

A two ton fist is pushing me
To the streets again
Looking for relief in my restricted state

I wake from dreams of high
Before I rush by
A crush I have on you
You're a lover most true
I'm falling off again
You'll always be my friend
She never lies
But she eats me alive

Elastic mind that always bends
For my drug of choice
I think I hear her voice

It's like Pixies and Angels and Cocteau Twins
So beautifully sung
But it's a noose, she's hung