Upswing

[Hook]

Sometimes I just wanna die I know I know
Sometimes I don't have no where to go,  to go
When the night comes everything moves so slow, so slow
On the upswing only one way to go, down below

[Post Hook]
I just wanna die some times I'm just being honest
My girl say she proud of me I think she being biased
Fighting back my demons but I can't make any progress
On the 21st will be the day it finally process

[Verse]
What does mean I do not know
Stuck in the dirt I can not grow
Making my heart cold as snow
Only thing I know how to flow
Only thing that I want is hope
Every day feel more like a joke
Regrets they sit in throat
When I talk they make me choke

I say I'm a god but i never mean that
Browsing comments sections fiending for some fan feedback
Positive reinforcement senpai really need that
Feel I'm dying making music just live on every track

Trapped in sorrow who has solitude that I can borrow
No tomorrow living in stasis my soul is empty hollow
Pop a bottle I need to do that but spirits hard to swallow
Made a vow to myself that's a path I would never follow

Wanna be good I just wanna live a little
Angel and a devil I'm just somewhere in the middle
Angel and a devil I'm just somewhere in the middle

Jigoku no Mori this the remnants of my story
Bouta file away these secrets my songs my memento mori
Will I sit in purgatory or will I ascend to glory
That's the question that I'm pondering when I get off to yeah

[Hook]

Sometimes I just wanna die I know I know
Sometimes I don't have no where to go, to go
When the night comes everything moves so slow, so slow
On the upswing only one way to go, down below

[Post Hook]
I just wanna die some times I'm just being honest
My girl say she proud of me I think she being biased
Fighting back my demons but I can't make any progress
On the 21st will be the day it finally process