Ups And Downs

(Laughs) Rick Did it
Ellipsi made the beat

I walked straight to my doom
She led to a tomb
I walked straight to my-

I been going through the Ups and Downs
All the Highs and Lows
Yeah, I feel em surround me
Doing what I can to reach my goals
And now I see results
And honestly it’s astounding

Next thing you know, on the floor
With a bottle of pills and on myself I’m clowning
Self-Destructive mess at best
Squaring up to my demons
You can hear the laughter howling

Even at my highest of highs
Still find a way to bring myself to my lows
Convince myself that I’m fine
As I take another one straight to the nose
Wipe away my tears and all my blood
Saying like “Oh hеre we go”
Thesе Ups and Downs got me twisted up
Feeling like I’m bout to implode

Never no peace in the quiet
I’m wondering what comes next
Looking in the calm of the hurricane
Eyes are met with dread
The Highs in my life throwing right hooks
The Lows are hitting back
Satan laugh around in the other corner
Saying sum like “You can’t dodge that”

So high I float and I sting like a bee
Knockout the Devil like my name Ali
Get right back up, like he don’t give a fuck
This a cage match and I just can’t see no ending
These Ups and These downs, they wearing me out
And my insecurities be tearing me down
And I shouldn’t even be caring right now
But all of these walls keep staring me down

Ain’t no more room for regrets
Mix the upper with the downer
Feel the pain up in my chest
Yeah
My heart can’t handle the stress
Saying when they found me
I was looking like a mess
Yeah
Love was the cause of my death
Drugs with some bad ideas took care of the rest
Yeah
But shit, I don’t wanna go
I’ll miss the bankroll
I’m done playing checkers, this chess

They need a switch, My shot a swish
Feeling like Curry, Man I just can’t miss
I couldn’t give two fucks, I’mma dunk on a bitch
Feel like Lebron I’m the King of this shit
I ain’t tryna get cocky
Just saying that no one can stop me
I’m a fighter boy feel like I’m Rocky
But I ain’t gon let a draw stop me

So fuck your opinion
Lil boy you ain’t shit
Got a big mouth
But you look like a bitch
Say all that I do is scream into a mic?
Well maybe you should go up and try that shit
Too scared to comprehend the feeling I hit
You too insecure, You try to hide it
My touch turns to gold, I feel like Midas
It ain’t my fault that your life in a crisis

So high I float and I sting like a bee
Knockout the Devil like my name Ali
Get right back up, like he don’t give a fuck
This a cage match and I just can’t see no ending
These Ups and These downs, they wearing me out
And my insecurities be tearing me down
And I shouldn’t even be caring right now
But all of these walls keep staring me down

Fight through the stress
Deal with the test
Put in the work and the time I invest
Pressure on me like a rope round my neck
I cannot breathe need to take a step back
All of the hate, man that shit is so wack
ADHD I can’t focus on that
I go too hard, No I cannot relax
And I won’t apologize
Just speaking facts

No words, No sound
Can anybody hear me now?
I swear these ups, These downs
Getting tired of em wearing me out
And all this love, Newfound
Put a smile on my face when I got a frown
These Demons, So foul
Yeah We calling offsides on them now