[Intro]
I really wasn't lying when i said i'm going to rap for you
I mean't that with every intention
I know i do a lot of exaggeration
But it's just something i thought i should mention
[Verse 1]
Alright let's get into it
Sometime in 2017
When i first became a teen
And also happened to be
When you first started talking to me
It's hard to believe you're already 16
And still all over me
Considering everything that's happened in-between
We've had our moments of being mean
And coming across as super villain-y
And feeling like we're trapped
And that we will never break free... i mean
Imma try my best to not be cringey
Like when you laugh at something that wasn't supposed to be funny (hahaha wait..)
Did you forget to tell me you're a psychopath
'cus things go from good to bad in a matter of seconds
We could be happy hanging one moment
And then the next i'm dazzled
Because you just slapped me for something petty i did last week
I guess our emotions change like the weather
Unpredictably calm to also not so calm whatsoever (sheesh)
[Hook]
We've had our ups and our downs
And we never know how
We always seem to find a way to turn it around
[Verse 2]
She calls me bae
But refuses to hang out with me on Valentine's Day (okay?)
We seem to fall out on a daily basis
To the point where all the harshest insults are basic
She loves accusing me of being a cheater and that i'll leave her
Even after i dissect every point
She'll just keep on getting meaner
Apparently i only think with my dingaling
Liking every girl in sight cus that's what you expect from me
(yes, because i definitely wanna fuck all of your friends)
We both do a lot of shit that we're not sorry for
You can apologise for the same thing a million times
And do the thing again which just defeats the point of an apology
That didn't rhyme and i'm not sorry
Hypocrisy is quite common in our bibliography
I've had my fair share of females that you enjoy putting me down for
Even though you've had exactly the same thing with boys
And force me to be alright with it
Along with all your other history
Which according to you doesn't exist
(so we don't have to talk about it)
[Hook]
We've had our ups and our downs
And i just don't get how
We always seem to find a way to turn it around
[Verse 3]
"Fuck it, I love you"
Is the point we get to after every argument
Repetitive like we're circling the same apartment
It is starting to feel a little useless
To try to reason with you
Makes me clueless
I know what's always on your mind
Stop thinking you know what's on mine
We fight like sibling rivalry
Pointless but heals with time
[Outro]
I love the way you smile at me when I make a stupid joke
Your laugh your cry your eyes
Your fetishes like begging to be chocked
Are all adorable to me along with everything else you know
You've got a lot of things to be proud of and i'm honoured to have you in my life
So it doesn't matter the situation you make
Because i know in the end you'll always be my special snowflake
Ups and downs. was written by Otis Joi.
Ups and downs. was produced by Otis Joi.
Otis Joi released Ups and downs. on Mon Oct 05 2020.