Unwanted Gift

At my funeral here's what I envision
In the innermost regions of my imagination
I see scented candles/A golden casket
Surrounded by everyone I've ever met
I hear cordial conversations promoted by the sound
Of my favorite songs playing in the background
With a special person preparing to speak
And deliver an awe-inspiring eulogy
Let's face reality/If I'm lucky
Attending will be a very low quantity
Somebody/Anybody
But no, a single body/It belongs to yours truly

Some acknowledgement/Some admiration
Some sign to show I'm cared about
No rapacity is involved
These are essential for my survival

I'm an apparition cause I phase through the normal
To such a scale that some refuse to believe I'm real
I am real/A real nuisance to the majority
Regarding any sentiments of mine as irritating
Who empathizes with how it feels to peak
Underground at exactly six feet deep
While wondering whose going to speak
At an event where one is supposed to give a eulogy
Let's face reality/If I'm lucky
Attending will be a very low quantity
Somebody/Anybody
But no, a single body/It belongs to yours truly

Some acknowledgement/Some admiration
Some sign to show I'm cared about
No rapacity is involved
These are essential for my survival

Reaper retrieve me/Naught awaits me here

Some acknowledgement/Some admiration
Some sign to show I'm cared about
No rapacity is involved
These are essential for my survival
And in the scenario where I merge with the earth
To become a nonrenewable resource
Once more I'll give, but not receive
As a rare but unwanted gift