Unkown

[verse 1]
I dont know what this song should be named
But i know what this song should be bout
How i went to sleep wondering
What you was thinkin about
I was hoping to wish you good birthday
Thinking you'd talk to me soon
Then i got that text early in the afternoon
Something had happened
I didn't know what
And i almost relapsed
I almost had cut
These things in my head
That feeling of dread
Would i wake up to find that youre dead
Would i go to sleep all peaceful and shit
And wake up to find that sting you'd been hit
Would i join you and clutch onna blick
Or stay here and live with the pain
That i couldn't save you
And never again would you hear
I love you again
How could i live with myself
Knowing that my world i had lost
I gave them my heart but what was the cost
Have i fully criеd
No why do you ask
Im saving that weakness
For after thе last breath they have breathed splinters my mast

[verse 2]
Its been almost 3 weeks youre still in the hospital
Prayin out loud that you beat the impossible
If anybody would make it i know that you can and will
I dont believe in me but im still gon believe in you
And if u dont make it dont know what ill ever do
Write down a song as a final goodbye
Before hell bent hit the opposite sky
Runnin to satan wit chains on my hands
Wonderin god was this part of your plan
To kill someone so perfect who never thought of them self
While im here stackin shoes onna shelf
Kill me please
Their hands for these
Give them my life
Let them shine like a light
Please
Please
Please
PLEASE