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[Verse 1: Broken Chains]
You not finna talk and i ain't finna talk neither
I just wanna die but ain't doin that either
Remembering that day when my sister said he beat her
Now i got no anger management and vengeance like a preacher
Running through the woods and smoking on some reefer
Are you really real or jus a thought that i conceived
Tell me now before you reach the last breath i have breathed
Cause my time is running out from this lifе your hands a sieve
I wanna leavе but i can't cause they relying
I guess it was ok when all my friends were dying
But its different when your parents was lyin
So im blocking out the sun like an apocalypse
So i dipped out feeling im better off dead
Locked myself off got bad thoughts in my head
But you laughed at me while i laid on my bed
Cause i can't do this shit no more
Im not jus here for your support
Said they wouldn't care if i went missing
I miss my sisters love em cannot kiss em
Lowkey miss my mom locked in that prison
Never had a dad cause we had fission
But imma be a dad and i got visions
Imma break the hold cause im different
Imma make a mold while your indifferent
Im finna do the race without my pigeons
Gotta learn to deal with my mind
That got me fucked up so many times
But i cannot front and say that im fine
One person knows those thoughts all the time
Should this be a happy song?
Tell me if im right or wrong
You ignoring me all of the time
But as soon as i have a problem its like its a crime
But you stay just wanting attention
You with these different guys like its detention
You said to break me was never your intention

[Verse 2: Queen Isabelle]
My pain and my sorrow is reflected in this cup
So, so, so I'ma fill it up
All I've ever had is unhappiness
Could I get a little happiness?
I know how it feels to be one of the girls
Hangin' with all of the guys
On a Saturday night
Just lookin' for your next high
'Cause it takes the pain away
For a minute
So you can just fade away
And forget it
Wait, lemme chill real quick
This is supposed to be happy, I was just tellin' you how I feel real quick

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