“UNFEELING” is a reimagining of “tides”, a song monikrr made for FORM’s All Nighter Vol. 6, and one of the most formative songs of monikrr’s early catalog.
The song is about the feeling of worthlessness following a break-up.
[Intro]
You know I lie to myself to keep awake at night
'Cause sleep is for pussies
Or maybe I'm just scared to dream about you again
I don't know
I can't stand how much it's hurting me
But fuck if I'll let anything change
Cook myself dinner then let it rot on the counter
The bugs need it more than me
If I can feed a million then why should I feed one?
[Verse 1]
I think we could've made it
But I've been so frustrated
With every second that passes by
It's the little things that keep me alive, so
Don't blow it out of proportion
'Cause my words, they come in motion
I'll get back to you with some time
Just pleasе stand by my side for a moment
Whoa
[Chorus]
What am I running from?
My legs start to crack likе knuckles on a brick wall
And it's so hard to stay afloat
When the tides keep trying to pull us under
Maybe I'm too scared to be alone
I know that I only have a day to make things right
Right?
But I'm dead wrong in every way
So cut me off, avoid my name
I'm bleeding out, but that's okay
That's okay
[Outro]
Another empty thought fills the clouded sky
As I sing the song of a thousand speckled lights
Counting down the seconds ’til it’s too late
It’s the final hour before I hit the brakes