Undecided

Every time you look at me
My defence is weaking
I can't afford to let you touch my soul
Do't you know just why i'm waiting
And hesitating to fall
Blaming myself for feeling anything at all
Undecided
Yet delighted and excited
But i'm equally frightened
But the rope has tightened around my heart
Still so divided
Undecided
Every time you call my name
My heart's surrendering
But I feel my army's standing tall
I'll always find some lame excuse
Afraid you'll make me choose after all
I'm only pushing you away to get my life back in control
Undecided
Yet delighted and excited
But i'm equally frightened
But the rope has tightened around my heart
Still so divided
Undecided
Can't find the answers to the questions that you raise
I won't seee the truth though it's been staring me right in the face for days
There is two sides to a medal but I never know which side is up
My mind is going round in circles why can't I make it stop
Undecided
Yet delighted and excited
But i'm equally frightened
But the rope has tightened around my heart
Still so divided
Undecided
Undecided
Yet delighted and excited
But i'm equally frightened
But the rope has tightened around my heart
Still so divided
Undecided