Twiddlethumbs

[Intro]
- First question : What's your name ?
- I pass
- That was an easy one. You mean you won't even say what your name is ? What do you think that is ?
- I pass

[Verse 1]
Now I'm a shy guy, find I
Twiddling my fingers in the corner at a party
'Cause I'm bored of always starting a conservation that dies
Amalgamation devices, if getting people to talk
I'm wishing that I was psychic, she fiddling on her sidekick
Probably texting superman, I'm watching how she move her hands
Plotting all these who's and when's
Fuckboys conducing plans, make her lose her pants but
Given the chance, I'd honestly do the same

[Verse 2]
See I'm the bitch here, you can call me Louis Lane
And these strangers are my kryptonite, can hardly use my brain
No tricks up my sleeve 'cause my cards are all in play
And she tells me that I lost, I forgot what was the game, yo
Shuffle the deck again, mumble that we best as friends
And I agree whole-heartedly but we can be benefriends
I won't catch feelings, was never good at sports
Or paying attention, never something that I could afford

[Verse 3]
I'm broke honey, no money to buy you flowers
Or take you out on a date, we can eat out in the shower
That's a 5-star restaurant !
My god, wettest spot
Didn’t expect rain, next date, bring an umbrella
But none of this happens...
I’m in the corner, twiddle thumbs, just imagining, I want you bad
Miss, but you will never know it 'cause I keep it to myself
It’s like looking at a book, trying to read it on the shelf
Crack spines, see if your energies match mine
Blasting for this gold, striking matches in mines
When will I feel like the goddamn man again ?
Panhandling, this point i’d settle for mannequins
I front, but lately I've been lonely as fuck
And nobody's got my back, no one holding me up
Heart beating like this meat is just as cold as the cut
Same lame twiddle patterning that flows through my thumbs

[Outro]
It's never done
Piano like thelonious monk
I twiddle thumbs
Thiago is the loneliest chump
I twiddle thumbs
Twiddle thumbs