Counting my Blessings

One, two, just counting my blessings
Looking for how-to's I want to be better man
One, two, just counting my blessings
Looking for how, how

Why she gotta go? Why she never stay?
On a cold day she left in the autumn with the rain
And it rained from her eyes, behind them it was cloudy
"You can't read the stars you don't know nothin' about me"
We change, people change and i struggle to accept that
Livin' in the past having trouble with these setbacks
'Ago been manipulative always say that's not T [naughty]
Hard to be good when bad bitches haunt me
I've been livin' sloppily trying to clean myself up
Even wipe my shoes off on mats that say "welcome"
See old people cross streets and i help them
Even my xhamster usage been seldom
I'm like Hamtaro now, don't procrastinate i do things due tomorrow now
Off? whatchu on about? Why you smokin' Mary Jane?
Don't you know that's not allowed? Why you happy everyday?
Why you never got a frown? When we feeling down

One, two, just counting my blessings
Looking for how-to's I want to be better man
One, two, just counting my blessings
Looking for how-to's I want to be better man

Hardest thing to do is just get out of bed, I never say good morning 'cause i sound depressed
And then people think i'm lying, astounding guess!
Bitch you was right, you an aspiring psychiatrist?
Buddha told me that it's mind over matter
And i thought that i could bend the truth with no lie detector
Boring mother-lover love to whine about the weather
Like how else do people small talk? I don't know no better
And i don't feel warm in sweaters, it's cold inside my heart
I know these sticks and stones can't get us, words break bones apart
I just like singing lines that i wrote up in the dark
Until i get sick of 'em, tend to throw away my part
Just chuck it to the bucket like, fuck it what's the point?
All these hard flows rugged tend to muddy up my voice
To fulfill this empty feeling but nothing feels the void
They say happiness is a choice though, so i guess we go with that like

One, two, just counting my blessings
Looking for how-to's I want to be better man
One, two, just counting my blessings
Looking for how-to's I want to be better man

[Atwood]
Iiiiii go off of Ago with pro tools like Macintosh
If you hotter I'll go cool [Goku] like Kakarot
I like to laugh a lot silly faces for snappy shots
Shag a hoe when I'm horny and now she just an afterthought
Don't get it misconstrued 'cause it's true we had a blast
She likes to take my time her body like an hourglass
I changed my mind though 'cause sex isn't all I'm good at
But lady manipulate me when she ask me where the wood at
Summertime, summertime, days imma shine
But never tend to remember till I'm waving goodbye
Like count your blessings up guy I'm sure today will be fine
You're on a steady climb, remember when your name was Enzyme?
I hate him, he's right, ain't suffered like a day in my life
Ma' callin' me for supper guess I'm stayin' the night
And you know after I been grubbin I be stayin' polite
Hit the sink and get to scrubbin' dishes makin' em shine 'cause I
Been countin' my blessings