Trying Not To Love You

Girl i see in you
But i don't have it home
When i'm here with you
I'm not feeling right at all
I've got half of mine wanting all of you
And have knowing what i do
That's my struggle try not to love you
I'm gonna let you in
On the one who knows me best
Oh the way she smiles at me
I know that i've been blessed i've been blessed
But in the dark of mine, she's fastly palm wondering
How i'll get through
Until the day light
I'm tryin not to love you
Try not to love
And not to care
Is tryin not to breathe
When you're needing there
So baby try to understand
You're the water till it's drowning in
And it's a harder slam
In this whole world
I've ever saw to do
Oh girl, i'm tryin not to love you
Yeah it's a hardest thing in this whole wide world
Than i've ever ever tried to do
Oh girl, i'm tryin not to love you