Trip8

Ill dance with myself if i have to

Blinds up the livingrooms an utter vacuum

Dinner dates
At fancy places
Can't handle it
Staring, anxious
At shroom flashbacks
Ugly faces
Im too advanced
Fuck the basics

Youre starry eyed
But im scared to face it
Tantalized by you
Analyzing my every move
Im scared shitless
Youve handled your shit
But im scared shitless

Have your wounds been healed enough
I want my love to answer
I had to watch it eat you up
Like a fucking cancer

All of this is apologies
For shit i shouldn't have bothered with
This ominous feeling of always being in bondage
Heart speeding im moribund
All my demons gone in a puff
Stormin off to find new ones
And find my self Coughin up blood

I find myself being alone a lot lately
Smokin a joint (blazing)
Hoping i go crazy
Before i go broke or my lungs cave in
(Grit)

Shit ive been so anxious
All of my bros have been dealing with po lately (five-0)
And ive been avoiding em close (crazy)
Like im avoiding the point (yeah yeah)
I promise to talk but i choke

This is all i wanna do
Sit around and talk to you
Listen to your stories
And get busy with our bodies too

I wanted to tell you that im glad youre feeling better
And i hope well be together
Forever but baby im scared shitless

Paralyzed and panic stricken
I hope nothing ever happens with us
If my body turns frail and cancer ridden
Hope you plan to stick around and bear witness

Can't really ask you to but i know that you will (baby)
Im just goin a bit (crazy)
Im just holding out for different days, reminiscing of the dinner dates

My will devoted but we'll never win this way
Spin the same shit six different ways
Sick of listenin ay?
Imma spit this until im in my grave
In my twenties so i am embelleshing all of my conquests
Safe career, imagine having that concept
Pray for me and my conscience
Im obviously not fit for societys progress
They wanna throw me in the garbage

All my life ive been waiting for the world to end
This is for the boys that never gave a shit
About social pressure conforming to normative relationships
Facing spliffs and trippin balls
Blessed or based or just a crazy bastard with some raps to spit
Bipolar and aspergers

The brainiacs skippin class to get brain and impale snatch
Hungry motherfuckers just looking for their daily snack
Makin absolute ass for cash, so fuck investments
2012 came and went without a scratch so we stopped payin attention

The fat cats send tanks to ease the qualms of the working class
Hold the world in the palm of their hand like a broken glass
That sure enough will cut you up if you hold your grip faster
Act now pump the chemo this world is dying of cancer

Keep smiling and dancing
Avoid trying to answer the hard questions theyre askin
Like are we green with the gasses
Or will the polar ice melt
And turn our asses aquatic
The world is drowning in water
Please send for help

Never entertain the end of suffering and poverty
Pave the road to total control with dead bodies
Lead the way to victory through instilling sick disharmony
Inside the people then sit back and watch them go to war with peace

Now i know the world dying won't even startle me
Gettin sick of the waiting go get it started g

Grim Dunkels
Nova 9
Arecibo message
Expell the demons
Hope the aliens can send their blessings