Traumatized Child

[Intro]
(Heero)
(Hardbody)
(Oh, that's all about Money right there)

[Verse 1]
Thinkin' 'bout the ones I lost even though it's been a while
I been through some shit, it's hard to fake a smile
Stay tellin' myself the love a problem I can't figure out
Tell you, "I need you," how the fuck is you still walkin' out?
Like that shit that just don't be addin' up
How you say forever now you had enough?
How you say that you're all in now you're backin' out?
If you play it by my rules, that shit ain't fair at all

[Pre-Chorus]
Way that I'm livin', I should be happy that I'm still breathin'
Sad to say I'm only happy when I'm still dreamin'
Where I come from, if he a threat, you better knock him off
Hit through the glass, left 'em shit, nigga, mazel tov
Ayy, ayy, ayy (Woo, woo, woo, woo)

[Chorus]
Grew up in that murky water, I can't tell the truth from lies
Stuck up in my ways, I'm just a child that's been traumatized
Can you help me? Can you help me?
Grew up in that murky water, I can't tell the truth from lies
Stuck up in my ways, I'm just a child that's been traumatized

[Verse 2]
Lookin' at my kids, I get a peace of mind
I done seen murder with these same eyes
Enough to say, "Fuck 'em", if they ain't us
My partner died, I seen three bodies at the same time (Facts)
One chick had broke my heart while I was doin' time
Never girl that give me love, I'll keep 'em far from mine
Never had your heart dragged through the mud, how you gon' change mine?
Never killed 'bout your pain, how you gon' feel mine?
Heard so many lies, now "I love you" don't feel good to me
When I close my eyes, it's like the Boogie Man be talkin' to me
Pain done made me numb, my trigger fingers, I can't feel neither
Snakes up in my grass, this not a Glock, this a weedeater

[Pre-Chorus]
Way that I'm livin', I should be happy that I'm still breathin'
Sad to say I'm only happy when I'm still dreamin'
Where I come from, if he a threat, you better knock him off
Hit through the glass, left 'em shit, nigga, mazel tov
Ayy, ayy, ayy (Woo, woo, woo, woo)

[Chorus]
Grew up in that murky water, I can't tell the truth from lies
Stuck up in my ways, I'm just a child that's been traumatized
Can you help me? Can you help me?
Grew up in that murky water, I can't tell the truth from lies
Stuck up in my ways, I'm just a child that's been traumatized