Trauma

All I see
When I look in the mirror
My vision gettin' clearer
Lose my sins
If I could start over, again
I wouldn’t
Change a thing
Change a thing
Change a thing
Change a thing
I lose myself
Whenever
I dwell
Ah yeah

On the past
Kiss my ass
Pour a double in my glass
Give me something to believe in
Cuz I know it’s ending fast
Come in last
Spells get cast
All the time I never had
I don’t mean to sit and stare
But you know I want it bad
Falling down a broken path
My sis ignore and block my dad
Every feeling that they had
But just wait til shit get bad
And memories flooding back
They say it’s the time he lacks
Choosing money over family
It’s something he never had for real
For real what a great ordeal
When the trauma just doesn’t heal

And the bad moments steal
All the good memories
I just hope you remember me

Break my bones
Still move around
Callin drunk dial
But you know how
Does it taste
Tell me how it taste
I’ve been here before
But you know it’s a mistake
I’ve been gone
I’ve been way out
I’ve been staying out
Late
I know it’s coming any day now
Thank god there's a way out
Cause I won’t let the trauma break my brain down

Break my brain down
Anyway now
Anyway how
Break my brain down

And the trauma