Torn in Two

I’m lying
While I’m lying here
Always run from fears
While I watch her tears
I’m trying
To be crystal clear
Transparent thoughts
End it all right here
Don’t tell me that
I never felt like this
While falling back
In love with this
In love with you
Like I never knew
I want it so bad
Make it bulletproof
It feels real
At least real to me
Waking up at night
I can hardly sleep
The cheap thrills
I chase for weeks
I know it’s wrong
But it’s all I need

All I need is one night in your head
All I need is one chance don’t forget
All I wants to be the things that you don’t have
I stay up latе, late night, think I’m obsessed
With you
First on my list of things
To do
I don’t wanna liе
It’s true
Tear apart my mind up
In two
I don’t wanna lay here in my bed
Less you next to me
I only feel whole
When you get obsessed with me
It’s alright
You don’t even need to pressure me
It’s been months
I think it’s time i address some things
With you
Why you got my head torn in two
Now I gotta lay down
The rules
You chase me I don’t wanna chase you