Transmission Lost

[Verse 1: Stray]
Lost in my own head, I'm paralyzed at the point, left on read
Got a voice that whispers Leave 'em all dead
But if I do the consequences kill all hope left
So I pace back and forth like a known threat
I'm here scratching at the walls like a fiend's neck
Pondering why I'm feeling so grotesque
Is it the obvious or a glimpse at what's next?
Man why you think I'm asking questions over-investin'?
I'm second-guessing my aggression, knockin' for answers with bad intentions
I got to find another method
Onе where my actions don't lead to momеnts I'm regrettin'
Oh good God, I can't stand this, I can't man this ship
I'm about to go Kansas and raise panic
Upon the hunch that I could brandish a full advantage to those below me in the mansion
And paint a canvas of all the little grudges that I once held so tight
The same ones that keep me restless, got me up all night
I'm staring at while they're burning through peripheral sight
But I could never so please take me down from this height
I'm not alright, what the fuck? I think I need to calm down
Treadin' deep water, prayin' that I don't drown
And if I die throw my body in the Long Island Sound
I'll decompose with the trash left out because my transmission's lost

[Chorus: Stray]
Transmission lost
I can't find my way, I've been lost for days
In my head there's no escape
Transmission lost

[Verse 2: Stray]
Lost and finding forever
I'm seeking cracks in the foundation, embracing them, never
I'm pulling hairs from my scalp as well as my chin
They keep on saying to speak louder, explain it again
Nah! And see I'm runnin' on nothin' but fumes
I'm hoping that the green here will burn away blues
But I'm just shadowing my problems ignoring them all
Similar to my loved ones ignoring my calls
So I sit here on this swing set with a bent neck
A staring contest with the mud that I can't digest
Yeah, I wonder if the company I'm keeping is really helping at all
It's hard to say when it's only the doubt lodged in the back of your jaw
Sorry Mom, I know it's only 9:00 A.M
And I got more than orange juice in my cup again
I've been known for my sins and paid with a rose cross
Where nobody talks back and my transmission's...

[Chorus: Stray]
Transmission lost
I can't find my way, I've been lost for days
In my head there's no escape
Transmission lost