Tough

[Intro]
Uhh, uhhh
Yo
Look
You want me ta-
You want me to tell the-
Nah bruh, nah
I got to do this
Gotta do it for me
Fuck that shit
Yo

[Verse]
You want me ta-
You want me to tell the truth
I really went numb as fuck and stung my lung with smoke just for you
I need a fresh breathe of air I just don’t care because of you
Been the toughest to say we through guess you could say that I’ve been
Sending out for decaying with pretty men and women
I’m cool with being a villain as long as she arching back
Pin the ceiling the shit I’m taking to heal the feeling
Heartbreak put a whole bull infection in me the side effects be
Two times stress hair grows less
Can’t find a job so the checks is way lesser too
Anxiety at it’s peak getting loaded every week
And then just starve myself to death in hopes that my self esteem has grew
Really dark depths I’ve been living in real reckless
Ever since I lost the boy with the curly hair I’ve been restless
Tryna make some strides everyday working on my acceptance
Tryna make amends with me is the hardest so unexpected
But you wanted it
Plus I needed to tell the truth
Been tryna feel the void with useless sex
Distorted views the lens I’m using on the daily still got genuine love for you
Even though you fucking hate me
My life been real tough lately
Man my life been real tough
My life been real tough lately
And it’s just for the love